So I ran home from work today hoping that maybe, just maybe, there would be a letter from Jordan. I sent him with an envelope addressed to me, with a stamp with instructions to PLEASE just send me a quick note when he got there just so I knew that he was ok. Of course I'm sure he's ok, but you know how moms like to be told. Anyway...no letter.
Yesterday was a pretty good day, but something happened today. At work I made a mistake and got a phone call from a nurse in the NICU trying to find out what had happened. I started crying when she was talking to me and then continued to cry 5 minutes after she hung up. I think she thinks I'm really upset about the mistake or I'm mentally disturbed. Maybe I'm a bit of both. Little does she know...you just don't mess with a mom missing her son. Then the rest of the day was downhill from there. Any time anyone asked about Jordan I started crying. I need to get a handle on this. Here's to hoping for a better day tomorrow and also hoping for a letter.
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